My Update
I never wanted to do this but unfortenantly I have to do it so everyone in the BlogClan wiki will be aware of my status right now and beyond but knowing that this is a great community with good people II'm positive that all of you will understand so I'm going to give you an update and it's not a good one.
The problem(s) I'm currently facing in real life
So for those who are in the BlogClan discord group and been to the Hug Pape at the BlogClan site, I'm sure you are aware that I suffer from anxiety and the past couple of months wasn't that great for me, especially this month so far and what makes it worse is that I havn't been sleeping well for several days and it's taken a toll on me and yes you guessed it I have insomnia and it's the worst while trying to get my body to rest. I'm prone to anxity and panic attacts because I have an anxity disorder and combine that with some restless nights and well it's getting bad.
The solution
I may need to get some sleep early at night, do some research on what I can and can't do while dealing with the situation I'm in and need to find something possibly new. Who knows maybe I might be able to read all the Warriors books that I haven't read since The Last Hope.
What will be the future for me in the wiki and my characters in the rp?
Truth be told, hopefully things will stay the same as long as I stay active and what not but I may not be active as often as much as I used to, I wasn't very active in September or October because I needed a break from the rp. If worse comes to worse I may have to give my characters to other roleplayers just in case.
I'll be okay and I'll bounce back from this as long as I get some rest. If you want to give me advice that helps me to cope and deal with anxiety and insomnia, please don't be afraid to do so and I'll gladly appreciat it if you do, if you can't that is ok but let's hope for the best! ^_^